I got this puzzled look since I've decided not to take anything for granted. Bad choice, I know, but I am afraid there is no way back. Not to worry: I still know how to play your game. So well, sometimes I think I am the ruler. But no, I just pretend I don't mind whilst keeping myself busy  (with those small important things of life). In fact, I just try anything. Hoping. It. Will. Do.